The Many Phases of Dissertation Revision

As I finished up my dissertation, I wanted to be sure to catch those last moments of writing, revising, and ohmygoshIthinkIamreallyDONE! My boys, Dane (Boxer) and Briggs (English Bulldog) were there every step up the way. 

(counter clockwise from top left): This is exhausting; I promise I can help; Yeahhh, I'm not impressed with that change; Ok, I'm bored now; And wait, how many more pages?!

(counter clockwise from top left): This is exhausting; I promise I can help; Yeahhh, I'm not impressed with that change; Ok, I'm bored now; And wait, how many more pages?!

A desk this clean only means one thing: all's well that ends well! 

A desk this clean only means one thing: all's well that ends well! 

The boys can now catch up on their sleep post-dissertation! 

The boys can now catch up on their sleep post-dissertation! 

Best House, Worst Memories

Some might say this house on Clinton St. (Penn Yan, New York)

Was the best house in which I’ve ever lived.

 

But I’d beg to differ on the basis of memories past and present.

Not understood then; not wanting to understand now.

 

For no veneer of a respectable home on a respectable street

(Whatever respectable might mean to the readership I entreat)

Can likely remove the insult I sensed at 10 as a preteen

And still know to be with me in 2016.

 

An insult hurled by a neighbor in the next block up

Who refused to let his only child and my best friend,

Come to play at my house—the best house I’ve ever lived in.

 

Her dad, a  lawyer; mine, an assembly-line worker

Who, somehow didn’t deserve to live in that neighborhood?

Or, maybe it was that my mom took in temporary boarders

To help pay the mortgage—either scenario, not good.

Fantasy, Imagination, Dream

What would the world look like without the creatives among us? Without the imaginations of the dreamers, how would people see magic all around?

 

 

There is a time to see what IS

There is also a time to see what MIGHT BE

Together, they become magnificently REAL.

Forward/Foreword

Forward is movement, deliberate and pleasant.

Forward is life, moved by remembering those who matter.

Forewords anticipate both movement and life. 

A difference? Yes! But one bound up in the other,

no matter. 

 

Thanks to Rachel Sanders for the image. 

Be = In the Middle


Beginning, middle, and ending

The shape of a typical story.

 

But I don’t see beginnings and endings

Only middles.

 

Do I have a story?

If it only has a middle?

 

Yes, my friend gave me “Be”

https://mrsloomis.wordpress.com/2016/02/07/the-leftovers/

 

It could have had a beginning

But it didn’t. She forgot in the beginning!

 

It did not have an ending

‘Cuz the audience had left already.

 

So, she was left with only a middle

And she gave it to me.

 

A leftover? Maybe.

But that’s good enough for me!

 Special thanks to Stephanie Loomis for the story and the image.

Donna's Remix of Dera Weaver's Remix

Was the message pleasing?

(please hang up and try your call again)

[Ground Control to Operator]

 

Annoying? Amusing?

(if you'd like to make a call, please hang up)

[Take your pills and put your headset on]

 

I opt for the latter.

(it's not for you to say. 

the conversation is over. 

the connection is broken. 

ended.  

please hang up. 

try again.)

[Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five…]

 

Who initiated the call?

(I did.  I connected you. It was never your call anyway)

[And may God’s love be with you]

 

The person on the other end or I?

(you both needed me)

[You’ve really made the grade]

 

Does it matter?

In the broader scheme of things?

(of course it matters. I made the connection, you merely participated.)

[And there’s nothing I can do.]

 

Yes. It was you.

(of course it was me.  it's always been me.)

[Can you hear me, Operator?]

 

Who?

(would you like to make a call?)

[Can you…]

 

You.

(me)

[Us]

 With special thanks to David Bowie, Space Oddity

 

Bluegrass Junction

Sun is setting; cold is creeping in. 

Old Bay fills the air; red & white checkered table cloth floats to the table. 

Rocking chair creaks back and forth; bluegrass in the background. 

The junction of fuzzy socks, (sea)food, and forever family.

"Hey, turn that up a little bit, please."

Who is On the Other End?

Was the message pleasing?  

Annoying?  Amusing?

 

I opt for the latter.

 

Who initiated the call?

The person on the other end, or I?

 

I opt for the latter.

 

Does it matter?

In the broader scheme of things?

 

Yes.

It was you.

 

Who?

You.

 

 

Kindred Spirits

There are thrift shops

And then there’s Goodwill

A Christmas tradition that

Never stops giving.

 

­­­­Choosing well-worn clothing

(Not new surplus waiting to be bought)

Requires some careful thinking  

While envisioning former owner(s).

 

Who were they, these kindred spirits

Liking the old and worn over new

They’d rather shop Goodwill than Macy’s

But for reasons they’ll never tell.

 

Lily

Lily, a little black Frenchie, and neighbor of mine

Pouts before her Christmas tree.

Neighbors come and go, bringing gifts of wine

Yet none with proper camaraderie.

 

In Lily’s backyard sits a Christmas tree-less house

Home to a Golden called Jazz.

Impatiently she waits for her humans to rouse

And shower Lily with razzmatazz. 

Cousins and Grandparents

Cousins growing up, grandparents growing old—gone

Still the delight of finding photos on cousin’s timelines.

 

A quietness about Grandma who always welcomed

One more cousin, one more friend of a cousin, at her table.

 

A smoker of Lucky Strikes, no cancer would catch Grandpa

Too busy growing lettuce and tomatoes for food on the table.

 

What I would give for just one more meal at their table

Surrounded by cousins, laughter, love—and endless hope.